I think it's great to give in your fetish and it's ok to be proud of it. I am into BDSM and learning to embrace that it is part of who I am was very liberating.
I also think it's good you've decided to take a healthy path with your weight. I have body dysmorphic disorder and can sympaize with the all or nothing feelings. Im always trying to perfect myself and never feel I am obtaining my goals. It's a hard place to be in, good luck to you with your fitness and health endeavors.
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Borderline Personality Disorder
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"You," he said, "are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.”
― Emilie Autumn, The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls
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