Being an adult.

I was only diagnosed recently, as an adult and I thought the mds will help. They help a little, on a day-to-day basis. But in the long run, it still sucks.

I am still effectively irresponsible (even when I care so much about my tasks I lose sleep over them - until I forget about them that is), unreliable, unable to pay my bills on time (and then spend an entire day procrascinating at work because I left my bills at home and I can't pay for them), unable to pay attention, to meet deadlines. No matter how well my intentions are.

I can manage for a few months here and there, but I feel like I could barely stay in a job for even a year...