Hello (((Genesis))): There ARE things you can do. We at this site are not qualified to give you advice regarding the prevention of suicide, (although, I would highly recommend this site: http://www.suicidal.com ).

However, I did want to acknowledge your post, and to let you know that others have had feelings/thoughts like those you are expressing, and have been able to find help, and you can to.

Don't give up; remember, 'thoughts are NOT action'.

Warmest regards to you, Peanut