I really don't know if this post belongs here, if it doesn't I apologize. But does anyone else suffer from seasonal affective disorder in the summer? I have it big time. The heat and the shorter days...it messes with my mood, my energy, sleep.
i don't even like the windows open. the windows are covered with dark curtains to block the sun, and fans and a/c are on full blast whenever possible.

the ironic thing is we live in a beautiful natural playground. there are lakes, parks, activities outdoors galore. i don't want to do any of it. tomorrow i'm going to try to force myself to take my kids to the local beach at a lake, but if we don't get there by 9 in the morning and leave by 10 or so, it will just be too hot and sunny to handle.

i love living in a rural area but have no desire to be outside in it, especially this time of year. another thing that makes me weird i guess.