I have this horrible feeling of impending doom. I am getting anxious with no one to reach out to God I hate this. I am feeling mad, lonely, and just this nasty dark mix of emotions. This hasn't happened in awhile. I wish I had a human voice right now not these letters on an inhuman screen. "I hate this world and all it has to offer if I had a choice I'd rather be dead!" To quote the KlAnK from his song "Scarified".