Just go IP. Do it and get it over with. I feel like it's becoming inevitable anyway. Like miguel'smom said, psychotic symptoms can just get worse and worse, and then the next thing you know there are police officers at your door asking if you're going to cooperate and EMS people and an ER that is out of network but no one will listen to you because your husband told everyone you're delusional and have been having hallucinations, and then once you've been physically stabilized end up handcuffed in the back of a squad car and end up in a different ER in handcuffs with two police officers and get escorted up to the psychiatric ward by a security person and the two police officers.

Sorry. It's just easier to go willingly and not end up on hold.

(And not have a million people ask you if you're going to cooperate. lol)