Hi sweety,

Just want to let you know that you are not alone. Suicide thoughts comes and goes, even sometime if they are really strong, they do go away or are less frequent at times. Keeping in mind that you don't want to die and that you have children can help you a bit with these thoughts. Suicide thoughts comes with severe depression. I hope you can find help with this. In the mean time, you have people who do understand right here.

Take good care sweety! Do not give up!
Hugs!
nightdream