Yes I feel like that all the time. He gets very very annoyed when I dont do exactly what he says! He gets angry with me also saying things like "you don't want to get better do you" or "you want a pill for everything" and then in the meantime he is the one constantly changing my meds and putting me on different things. One day I was crying cause I was hurting and he said "ok I will give you these 2 new meds". I said "I think I will be ok its just something I have to work through and I will be ok in a week or two and I think I am aloud to have feelings and actually feel them without being numbed up and being like a zombie" . He prescribed them anyway and I didn't take them cause I wasn't suicidal or anything like that and felt like my meds were working ok. Of course next visit was difficult. I always have trouble though finding good doctors period.