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Old Jun 23, 2015, 08:24 PM
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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte View Post
Just go IP. Do it and get it over with. I feel like it's becoming inevitable anyway. Like miguel'smom said, psychotic symptoms can just get worse and worse, and then the next thing you know there are police officers at your door asking if you're going to cooperate and EMS people and an ER that is out of network but no one will listen to you because your husband told everyone you're delusional and have been having hallucinations, and then once you've been physically stabilized end up handcuffed in the back of a squad car and end up in a different ER in handcuffs with two police officers and get escorted up to the psychiatric ward by a security person and the two police officers.

Sorry. It's just easier to go willingly and not end up on hold.

(And not have a million people ask you if you're going to cooperate. lol)
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Seriously, sooner you do it, sooner you'll get it over with and hopefully leave on a less weird med combination and hopefully feeling much better.
Thank you! Seriously, besides knowing how much my babies need me, my biggest deterrent from the hospital is that it will make the hubs and the mom mad. Back in the day when I was casting out demons and insisting that we take turns laying hands on every family member, every night to pray for each other (and that only scratches the surface), I was completely and overtly delusional and my hubs refused to recognize it. He won't be calling on me any day soon. Just tonight I said to him, "babe, I might actually have to go IP." He said "GD Sarah, why do you always think of the worst case scenerio?"
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