I'm floating through, doing what other people tell me to do, ignoring what I need to do because I've already spent all my energy, and forget completely about anything I want. I can't even imagine wanting something, other than feeling safe, which I doubt will ever happen. Being alone, it gets to you. And chitter chatter drives me nuts. I have so many super important things weighing me down, the idea of talking about, I don't know, cats or whatever, just makes me want to explode. Don't they see I have other things on my mind? Why burden me with more garbage? Why not, god forbid, pitch in a hand and help?