I almost made a false accusation against a staff today. It is not a staff that is hurting me it is a housemate. She touches me where I do not want to be touched. I get scared and freeze and let her do what she wants. Sometimes I enjoy it but other times it hurts and makes me feel dirty and ashamed. Things are not right with her. I am afraid to report her because she is violent. I am afraid to fight her. She can honestly take over me and over power me I believe is what the word is. I know this is stupid but I feel dirty writing this right now, because tonight she and I walked to the grocery store and she did it while we were gone. I somewhat told my staff but I doubt anything will happen. Other than me get beat to a bloody mess.