I got out of the hospital after a 12 day hospital stay on Monday. Called work yesterday and found out that my position is being filled and my insurance is being inactivated. I'm freaking out about this and I keep trying to calm myself down but it's not working. My husband said everything will be ok and he's ok with me not working. I was going to do a partial program, but now I can't since I won't have insurance. IDK wtf I'm going to do about meds. My husband said I should take this time to work on myself, but how do I do that if I don't have access to therapy? I guess I'll just try to go to as many NA meetings as possible.

To top it all off, I've been put on a no gluten, no dairy, low carb, low sodium diet. I have no idea what the **** I'm supposed to eat.