I am really trying to be supportive with giving you suggestions how to handle it. I can't just post bs by telling you it is all good and great when clearly is not. I am telling you not to stick around nasty people or at least don't call them friends. Most certainly not what you deserve! No one deserves abuse!

Oh if we were all well adjusted we wouldn't be in therapy and would be on this board. Most of us are either seeing a therapist or/and seeing a psychiatrist etc and post here in hopes to find answers. Bottom line is we seek help

. I personally was most certainly abused, so were few others who posted on this thread. I know from what they shared.

If you find that every person you have met abused you, made fun of you or was disinterested or down right nasty and mean yet you refer to them as friends and stay with them for years, a professional might help to define what friendships mean and help to find why are you having such experiences, how do these people come to your life etc professional would definitely work on your self esteem issues too.

Have you looked into sliding scale therapists?please do

In a meanwhile try to find new friends. I told you earlier to try meetup. I belong to two groups of women now we do things all the time,sure they might not become by best friends but none is nasty mean or disinterested in my company. None of them makes fun of others or ever discusses the other on their absence. Put in search " single women" and put age category and groups will show up, join them and start attending events and build new friendship circles

We don't live in the same state or I would literally take you to meet them

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