This SUCKS. I'm so sorry.

What's a girl to do when she has to go IP? It's like we are encouraged to go IP and take care of ourselves etc but then there can be such huge ramifications nothing is fair.

Your husband sounds awesome. I'm glad that it isn't the tradgedy it would be if you couldn't afford for you to not work right now.

This might sound really lame but maybe you could do some work on your own with books etc. I don't know exactly what kind of work you want to do but just an idea.

Also again I don't know what you want to do for yourself but is there some outlet creative or otherwise that would help you recover from your episode get back to "you" etc. like taking the time to paint or write or something or chop wood or something.