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Originally Posted by jacky8807
cash....i know what its like to have non supportive family members that go into denial and worry how it will effect them. But i say stop thinking about them and think about YOU. Your kids will be fine and better off in the long run. There is only one life we get on this crazy planet called earth and you have spent way too long being unhappy. Just go and **** all the rest  |
I talked to my husband last night and he was surprisingly VERY supportive. I think he sees how much I am suffering and he is now telling me that my thoughts are "stupid...please tell me you don't actually believe that Sarah. That is not reality." He is trying to reality check my thoughts but I can't give into anything other than doom. I think he, perhaps, is thinking it is inevitable. Last night in bed, I told him I heard a woman laughing. He told me to describe it; then he said "I'm so sorry you have to go through that."
My doctor (although it's really his staff's fault...they really are bad at answering calls and returning messages) has still not returned my call which I made evident through that email and more so in a voicemail I left for him is dire. I think, even though I rather feel as thoough it is taking advantage of a priveldge, I am going to text him personally if I haven't heard back from him.
Here is what I am going to say: I don't mean to bug you but I am wondering if you can tell me how to proceed. I am emotionally frantic. I knew I wasn't going to live through yesterday but thankfully I told my husband and he helped me reality check. Do I need to go IP or are there other things to try?
Does that sound okay? Is it inappropriate to text him? Thank you!