I understand your loneliness. I also do not have any friends
I can go out with. I guess they got tired of hearing my excuses for not meeting them. I also do not work, so that
alone makes it hard not to meet new people.
Wow! I am very impressed that you are writing a book.
I usually read or watch tv to entertain myself. Once I start
feeling better I will try to volunteer somewhere for a couple
of hours.

Wishing you the very best in life!