Luksa,

What bothers me is that my x-wife treated me very badly for years. She cheated on me several times. But I stuck with her until I could not take it anymore. Even during the divorce, I wanted her back. But now I have a wonderful girlfriend that treats me so wonderfully, and I get scared and want to run (at times).

I have dated quite a bit since my divorce but nothing serious until I met my current girlfriend.

I do believe that the trauma of my divorce did a number on me.