Thanks for your reply -
I havent applied for charity - My pdoc wanted me to apply for SSI which I did 3 times and was denied.
Without transportion I really cant do much as far as appointments.
I do not see myself admitted to any hospitals anymore.
I have been on many medications - none I have had worked for me. . my body seems to be resistant to medications so I am not missing that.
I am going to close the door on treatment - and go on from here one day at a time. Its probly not as bad as it seems.
Thanks for your reply - and information you sent .