Date: Last week.

Interaction: I explained to her how I almost broke up with her because I felt she deserved better. She told me she felt the same way about herself. We reassured each other how much we mean to each other. I reassured her she's more than I could hope for, as did she.

Mood: It felt great being able to be open with each other.

Outcome: She's ignored me since. Probably came to her senses and realized she could do better than and without me. And just when I finally thought I had someone good in my life, reality remind's me I could never have such a thing.