Aint no way in hell would I marry that guy. Cut you losses.. get you stuff, and move the heck on.

Hit the gym, the shops, the salon and the bars.

Before all that cry if you need to, 6 gd years girl... I know how you feel, when I broke up with my ex of 6 yrs I was getting all kinds of panic attacks and shiz... I was dying. But ANYWAY. Plenty of fish in the sea. keep swimming.

And based on how he been a nasty jerk up til days later, u better not try to EVER get back with that idiot. From sister, to sister. Let him go