I used to be VERY superstitious and religious up until this year. I used to have religion based hallucinations and delusions which would consume my life. I was into blood magic and black magic and was going down a very dark path of mystical nonsense. None of my curses ever worked, none of my demon summonings worked for real, because I know I was psychotic and hallucinating constantly back then.
I have gotten a lot more skeptical of the supernatural now that I'm on the right medication. Its curious, how when I take my meds the demons seem to go away. The religious paranoid delusions seem to dissipate. What am I supposed to think when every religious experience I have ever had can be chalked up to psychosis? I still pray every night, I think its helpful in its own way.
I just don't really believe in the power of Demons anymore and I am VERY skeptical of God, aliens, magic and paranormal things.
I guess I have improved since I've developed this skeptic mindset. I can chalk it up to chemicals in my head rather than Demons from hell.
Thoughts?
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