I don't want to go IP because I was just IP in january of this year (for what the inpatient doctor called a mixed episode? But I wasn't depressed during it, just psychotic and scared and paranoid, so I think he may have gotten that wrong).

Anyway, I am feeling much better now, since I started the seroquel again.

I think there's something wrong with the system since so many of us need help, but it's so hard to find depending on where you live. Seriously, this pdoc I'm seeing next month is the only person I was able to find who would see me (and I had to get a referral from my GP, so what do people do who don't have a GP?!).