Eating disorders create such a roller coaster of emotions and mood swings. I did nothing but eat last night and I'm very angry with myself, I really have to get back on track today or it will only go on and on. Normally I can't even go two days of over eating without gaining weight. Fed up with purging with laxatives, they are starting to make me vomit when I take them in large numbers. It's really hot weather here now (England) and I really don't want to be forced to cover myself up in baggy clothes because I've gained weight. It always accumulates around my stomach and I hate this, can't do my jeans up etc, I think you all understand what I'm talking about. Hugs and Love to you all. Xxxxx
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