Yea, I haven't decided yet if I even want to stay friends with her. I think the only reason we emailed almost daily was because I didn't have anyone else to talk to and I was lonely, but I it hasn't always been a healthy friendship. She's been there for me thru bad times, but she's also disregarded my feelings at other times. I'm sure she thinks she's being a good friend by telling me the truth, but it's the truth as she sees it, not as it really is. Like how she said I was being over the top by taking dramamine at a 3D movie, as if reading one article made her an ENT and and expert on vertigo. I even sent her articles to show it was very common, but she ignored them because she thinks she's always right. And the fact that she has gotten mad enough at me because of one comment she took the wrong way to not contact me for 4 days shows she's not very mature. She obviously feels our friendship is a one-way road, meaning she's the only one allowed to comment on my life and say harsh things to me, but I'm not allowed to speak my mind. Knowing how she is, if I emailed her now, she'd just say she's been waiting for me to apologize. I feel like she's the same as my parents, that I could say how she's treated me has hurt my feelings and she wouldn't care. I think, without knowing it, I've ended up with friends who treated me just like my parents do because it's all I've ever known. People who disregard my feelings and always act like their feelings are always more important than mine.

I was supposed to cat sit for her next weekend, so it'll be interesting to see if she contacts me, if she still has her cats.