I think you can relate to what I wrote on the title because that's basically what we always hear from the people we love. I can't go to school anymore, because I'm really drained and my face just looks sad, and I have confused feeling of both sadness and feeling okay at the same time, but overall , I can't do anything anymore, I can't enjoy life like I used to, even though I was depressed back then as well. I'm just laying in bed, thinking or just watching something, or surfing the web.
When they see me skipping school, and ask me why, I say "I really have nothing to say, I don't know how to explain this", and they're reply to me is "You're just being lazy", and that happened today, and got me really angry.
I can't flat out say I'm depressed because I'm pretty sure they believe that depression is just something easy to get over, and they most likely have no idea what it is to begin with, even if they think they do.
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