I do understand what you're saying.

For me, it varies when I do not take it. Usually I get depressed. Other times I get hypomanic.

What you describe sounds almost like hypomania to me. It isn't full blown and it won't cause you trouble right now. That being said, don't stay off them too long because there's a good chance it will become Mania or depression and you'll end up feeling worse.

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