Thanks everyone!

I'm really glad I found this community. It helps to hear other people's perspectives.

During my episode I had the epiphany that I should be a therapist. When I was in the psych ward I thought it was all just training. I would go around and talk to patients about their problems, but I never really addressed my own.

I was so delusional and I thought I had to keep all these secrets from everybody and I was against taking my mood stabilizers.