Regular good moods have been so rare for me for so many years now that the difference is sorta striking. I have my 'good' days but they usually involve me needing to talk nonstop, talk way too fast, about anything and everything, constantly needing to tell stories and usually uh, dressing them up a bit, so to speak. My mind will be racing and I'll have a bunch of ideas, but I'll have a hard time actually getting anything done. Everything will feel too fast and a bit of a blur. Like somehow I'll go from getting a mug of coffee to talking really loud and excited to some people and at some point, I don't know how long I've been talking or how they've been reacting, I feel lost, but I can't stop. I'll finally walk away feeling almost disoriented. Then I proceed to stay up until 4AM watching videos or gaming or listening to music even though I have to get up for work at 6AM but I don't really care.

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