Well...I start IOP tomorrow morning. I hate it because it is a huge burden on my family. Four weeks! IP would have probably been less of a burden, ha (except a lot harder on my kiddos)! But, hopefully I will make progess and start to feel better. Then it will be entirely worth the time and effort. I am unsure what to expect because the IOPs I have done in the past have been at a different hospital. The person doing the assessment advised me that if the suicidal thoughts become overwhelming, I can always tell them and they can admit me. I think this will work out and help me tremendously. We shall see!