I think you have to deal with the "forced into going to therapy" part of your life before therapy can be of much use to you? If you don't want to be there (horse being led to water, etc.) it's probably just going to be an exercise in your resisting; which habit you really don't want to be practicing/getting good at!

Why are you still going to therapy if you don't want to and how can you make it easier for yourself (not have to spend so much energy fighting it) if you still feel like it is a good idea for you to go (in order for someone to pay for school, your own place, other bills/support, etc.)?