I feel like this DID has really messed up my whole life. I was talking with my T about my horrible spelling. And she replied well your trauma began when you were an infant so all through your peak learning years the only thing you were worried about was surviving. That hit me Pretty hard. I never really thought about it. What if I actually could of had a somewhat normal childhood? Wow
Where would I be today? I did graduate in 83 but barely. Need stop I'm getting very upset..
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