It took me 4 years to get to this point and I'm probably one of the luckier ones as far as that goes... Just sometimes I wonder if this is how the regular joe feels most days... Being stable now I mean... In that case regular joe life sucks.. I currently have no interests... I'm like a robot. I've worked 5 weeks straight no days off... Go to bed at 8 every night. Take my meds at ten tip 8 every single night. Wake up at 6 every morning.. I follow a strict pattern to remain stable and have been this way for 9 months.... It's just getting old.. Especially with no real feelings of joy

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