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Do you look forward to your next session and will you return to the couch each time now?
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Well of course I am dying for my next session. I don't even know how I am going to make it. I feel completely disconnected now that I am no longer with him.
PINK=NO OBJECT CONSTANCY
As far as the couch, I'm gonna have to check in with him about that. I doubt I will use it every time because there is no way I could endure that intensity every single week. I hope that I will be able to use the couch to the point where I can free associate, but not go into that level of my unconscious every single time. I mean, I know I will need to get to that place, to return there many times. But not every week. That's too intense.
Right now I just want to be with T. Couch, floor, hanging from the %#@&#! ceiling, I don't care. I just want to experience that connection again.
P.S. Echoes, I think you were brave and courageous today, too.
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