thanks ECHO ~
the hospitals here dont really seem to have compassion when it comes to billing. i tried talking to each hospital i was put in and their was no getting around the bills. so .. they sued me. they also garnished any wages i would earn which at this point is 0 because i cant hold a job. i rely completly on my husband.. he cannot afford my medical either. we have insurance but doesnt cover but very little.
so .. just going to live my life day by day and try to make the best of it. as long as i stay in a quiet enviroment i am ok. , when i get triggered i sit and wait it out till the feelings and thoughts pass. seems to be working so far.