Okay so I feel like it comes down to not letting fear stand in the way of helping people and partaking in something that has really helped me. It would be too silly and sad if closed down the blog and stopped coming here because of some abstract paranoia fear stuff.

That was my mission in my last mania. I thought I needed to conquer all fear in my life and focus on all of the good. That's really not too crazy of an idea...perhaps I was onto something

I know that there are weirdos but there are things that are more important than avoiding ****** people.

I still feel weird which as Copperstar pointed out is probably part of my psychological issues.

And I can't change it and I'm not ashamed of anything in here. And I'm proud of all of it and so happy to be part of this awesome community. And I'm not going to let fear ruin it.

So **** it. Let's talk about something really juicy ha