i remember when i used to have uncontrollable mood swings and they didn't feel good.. it felt like i was just blogging about the same thing over and over about what happened in my past... but now I just get angry about the current moments and i was diagnosed with schizoaffective bi polar... Im not sure if that makes sense...

Im just so angry a lot because things dont work out and some people dont understand me.. my mind and thoughts are like jumbled up so i can't remember what to say sometimes... i just try to make what im saying sound right..

I don't know how one would detect that... the whole thing confuses me.