Had a huge long post; not anymore; will try to summarize. It's going to be my bday on sunday- 23. Living on my own for the first time and my family basically hasn't acknowledged it. I'm feeling pretty down and depressed about it. I know they didn't forget because they don't forget anyone else in the family or friends. So I don't really think that my emotions are justified but I feel them regardless. My parents are divorced so I have my dad and his family who are like 15 minutes away. And then my mom and twin sis are like 45 minutes away. My mom who I havent' had the best relationship with has suggested that I come over her house for dinner and what not. It's kind of complicated like my dad helps me out with rent but there are conditions of dealing with my mom and stuff so I dunno what to do. I'm just hoping things go okay and I don't make some more bad decisions about risk taking and substances.... any advice or whatever would be great; thanks.