Sick of feeling like I have no emotions. Never got manic - maybe hypomanic - but it was nice... I actually felt good! Now I either feel like a zombie or bad. Don't want meds anymore. Keep thinking I don't really need them - maybe I can cope without them - want to feel something again - not feeling sucks! very suicidal last time I went off Anti-depressant, but I don't care anymore!!! Feel like my head is full of gauze...