I'm sure I've read the article here at one stage and I love it!
It's so true and I can personally identify with alot of what you have written.
So good to read from a point of view where I feel that someone just "gets" me without even knowing me, even though our symptoms are all so different there's definitely commonality that resonates true with me.
I'm sorry that you are having struggles in relationships at present.
Unfortunately this does swing as a pendulum.
I hope that you are able to find a sense of comfort soon