ty and thank heavens that somebody responded.i got no peace even in my rest,have to listen to bs,and i am becoming bs.......i meant how to stop them,my mom right now...i can't react,she seem got big support,she alway oppressively speak to me,all room locks are taken off,even the toilet,you have to listen,or she would smash the radio set or take away the tv cable,she can touch you and hit you,make you have to hear the bs yelling.and she spit all over you when she speak.you react,then you cursed the parents,it seemed big social forbidden rule,and she got money,just a call,the so called doc say "cursing parents,seriously ill,must hospitalized right away."and she can send me there,........private prison.too many examples,if i say this to a counsellor here on the phone,i just did,she would say why you mind this little things,then i say how to stop the bully,she would say,why call it bully,example some little things.i don't know why i have to say this years after years,no one responded?(i don't get too much chance to talk to others,just got the old computer linked,and she got the phone restricted)my brain rottened.anyhow,i just can't react,express what i think,do and say.unless i can stop the bully to my basic peace.how to make her give me some room,how to fight for this.plz,don't doubt me,the wrong is not on me.do some deferernce.and don't say,i am busy with other things.i know i am talking nonsense,just because i have been lived in it all time.