I researched mixed Episodes and this does describe me pretty well. I seem to try to get myself to be motivated to do things and it will only last for so long then I become tired and lazy. I'm so ocd about the way I look I can't even have a good normal time in public. I do get irritable quick at stuff, I feel guilt and shame as well for no reason. I really am against using medications because I know most if not all of these can dampen someone's sex drive (permanently). To me I would rather deal with it without meds and just go to therapy.

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