I've posted before about this, but its helpful to tell others who understand. My T is away for 7 weeks. Only 6 now, one week has passed. It has taken me over 2 years to get to the point I am now at with her. I have only just started to talk really. Now it feels like I'm on my own with it all, as I always have been. My logical mind tells me that she has a life and I have to accept that, but its unbearably hard. She took a month off once before and I found it very hard to go back. It felt like the bond had been broken and the gap was too distant. Does that sound strange?? I wonder if I should take this opportunity to finish with it all. Its like an enforced separation! I feel lost, alone, pathetic and bursting with information!!!! I hope somebody understands what I mean....arrrgghhhh!!!!!