Well, my T responded. She told me she was at a comedy show last night, said we would talk at my next appointment, and told me to have a good day. Normally that would be a fine response, but given what I wrote in my email and how much I am struggling right now it feels like a real let down. Normally, even when I send her emails about scheduling, she writes caring things like "sending love" or puts in emoji or says something heartfelt. She also ignored the things I wrote about our relationship and about how much I'm struggling this week. When I read the "have a good day" I wanted to reach through my computer screen and be like "really?!" I am definitely not having a good day! I've barely moved from the couch since it happened and am actually feeling worse, not better. I wish I had never opened the email can of worms. I wish I had just sucked it up and not sent anything!