I left a lot of people scarred forever because I'm such an idiot. I lost a lot of people, people I really loved, and I'm hurting those who are with me, and they will forever be scarred and will never be the same with me again. I really didn't mean it, I just don't know how to control my emotions. I love them so much, and they're now hurting because of me.

I broke a heart today, and this person has been a real mentor to me, and the worst part is that I didn't know that I actually did hurt that person. No one has treated me in such respectful ways more than that individual, no one has been more insightful even. I just want to say I'm sorry, but that isn't enough.

No one can argue against the fact that I'm not a good person. I know that I'm not