i told him a bit about the other people in my head but they didnt exactly want me too and now they are mad and i am starting to think they are right because they dont think i should trust him and i am usually careful what i tell him and now i am nervous that something bad will happen because i told him and i am starting to get scared again because i have been trying so hard to look normal because they think we cant trust anyone and i agree mostly but i am worried i have ruined everything and i feel guilty because what if i have done something that will impact on them i dont care if i get in trouble but i will feel bad if they do because of something i did.