Hi,
Reading your life as you are living now, i had to stop and think Im not myself in this, their are others that are living the nightmare life we do! So dont think for a second we are alone in this battle we have been chosen to live our lifes in for the moment. (I say moment cuz we are going to get better) Im determent to get better, as I can't leave my life/time here in such a mess when for 62 years when I had 42 years of beautiful life and it seemed like i woke up one morning and everything was gone, everything I worked so very hard for, 30 years ofillions of hours of demanding work everything was gone! My husband, children, grandchildren, no family, house, job, All Retirement money, dogs, car EVERYTHING IS GONE INCLUDING ME! It turns my stomach from my mind How, Why, What Happen? What did I do? You are so very young and time to fix yourself within a year not 4 or my 10 year battle. This is a postive goal you must think with all those others mind battles going on, this is number one ill get better! Im thinking you live in clutter, so take 10 minutes and clean one clutter mess you can notice the difference, clean this and you will be amazed the good feeling you will enjoy. It amazing how 10 minutes of you day can make you feel. Its as cleaning the sink in your kitchen. There you are done and you feel good almost all day. You are going to get better and live a better life for experiencing this part of your life so young. This. experience of life valuable in learning and knowing how you, us as humans are and can be runned by our minds. In this you will learn and experience some unmention pain so deep u want to dye, some really exciting opening doors. You will go places in your didnt know you had or how to use them hynosis get into your mind you have to to fix you. There are no medicines that can fix it, but remember one year. I use my kindle, youtube (search deppresion) free programs for listening too(try. Mindvalley) all programs cost money but i have found if i write them and explain my finincal situation they find me so many helpful Free Downloading to help your brain its amaing the power our minds have over on us thar we have been given! It your brain telling your mind what to do and say. You knw what? YOU CONTROL YOU & GET BACK TO LOVE YOU & GET UP AND OUT OF THE HOLE motto Im working on and it is very hard and i want to give up, but as i told you life is amazing start exploring your mind is hungry for good postive reading tools fb is also wonderful tool make you think postive thoughts for days. I start my day with prays to Jesus you must trust and know, for this is our universe, we are here for a purpose. Then fb good day thoughts, my 10 minutes and then my day. Every morning for four years i wake up crying. You are so lucky cuz you are getting your tools early and not towards the end being taught early in life, these precious gifts we own will assist in your life journey for understanding now! Lets stay in touch you being. 22 me 62 maybe we can get out of this hole for good ******1******* YEAR OF 18 HOURS OF WORK TO DO A DAY. Do let me know if you want the name of the site you can follow. There our kind wonderful people out there to help us took 9 years, but today this month will start our 1 year goal. If parts of this blog jump around or i didnt finish its because im not well. I have been on medicine for ten years, last year stronger meds i feel no better at all. So this forum is new to me and im ensured there are others like me. Im not unique in this horrible nightmare! Hope some of this helps you and we do keep in touch as i live your life style and it is the only time i feel normal, but now its got to the point that has not worked for months. I have to do something to find me for im very lossed. Take Care.......
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