I can relate, too. But I've also come to realize that in order to help myself, I need to be as open and honest about what I'm feeling as possible. Even if it makes them feel bad. I figure that my T and marriage counselor have been in practice long enough that they've probably heard everything and don't expect everyone to be a quick fix. I feel like I may seem at first like I should be a simple case because I'm fairly high functioning. But I'm also good at putting on a happy face and pretending like everything is OK. In the T's office is the one place where I shouldn't have to do that. If I do, then I'm not helping myself...