Thanks meander...

Besides it's not like those two weeks makes up are relationships...though divorced...I have my three kids three of the 7 days of the week...and when my x is in school even more often...

I've talked to them a little about the ups and downs...not like they didn't already catch on...for some reason I've always been fairly level with them ... meaning myself ... and how I react to them...I think it was because my father was so aggressive and would rant for hours...

Though I should be sleeping...something is on mind...can't figure it out...been sitting in limbo...suspect the lack of sleep may be indicating an upward movement...well the kids see their T tomorrow...T left a message reminding us...and indicated that if I needed any time we would fit it in around the boys...he is a really good T...I'm glad I made the change.