We only have 1 person on front desk at a time, and front desk people also have housekeeping shifts. It causes huge problems and sometimes people have to take 16 hour shifts if someone suddenly doesn't come in. I have hated when other people have done that to me, and I couldn't do that to them. Last time I left, I gave 3 months notice and still felt bad.

I like the owners, the manager, and the others who work there. The majority of guests are fine. Just like anywhere else, there might be 1 person in a thousand who is horrible. I have had maybe 6 or 7 really bad guests that I have personally had to deal with in 3 years - but with my extreme social and emotional issues, I can't get past them like others can. Also, 5 of those 7 people have been in the last 6 months, and 2 in the last 3 weeks.

That is why things are so bad now - besides the fact I just got in to see the psychiatrist the first time not 4 weeks ago, and we are starting to deal with some pretty severe traumas (the causes of my ptsd) as well. And I have just got my autism diagnosis among other diagnosis to think about. It is a lot at once.

I have a counselor I will see in a week, and she is supposed to try to help me get disability - also at the recommendation of my psychiatrist.