I think I need to surround myself with more intelligent and smart people. I need more of intellectual types of conversations.

The group that today I'm going out are not really fulfilling my inner desire of friendship. Not sure how to explain it really. I think they are just people that I won't make deep relationship with them. Is this normal really?

I feel with breaking up with him, I lose two and a half of friendship with other people too. It's like two and a half of my life is gone!